The Fool, or card 0 in the deck, is seen as an optimist who wears their heart on their sleeve and ventures fearlessly into the unknown. Often pictured with a bindle over their shoulder and white dog at their heels, the card is seen as a sign of blithe innocence and freedom.The person whom I've chosen to represent this card is one of my oldest friends, Ryan, who remains upbeat, even annoyingly so, when I find it difficult to do so.
There is a reason behind each medium that I choose, and for Ryan I chose prismas because I feel that the medium is immutable, and it takes a lot of effort to create something from prismas that is worth any attention. Both of those descriptors, I feel, could be applied to my friendship with Ryan. Although, prismas remain my worst artistic enemy. I thought I had it down with the mice, but honestly, I should just stay away from faces.
That's what Ryan said: "Maybe stay away from faces, dearie."
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One of the final days |
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Close up of the face before I put other shading in |
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The face before I erased it the first time |
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Day 1, photo 1: I was so hopeful |
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Beginning the face for the first time |
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I had high hopes still, on day 2 |
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Say what you want about my artwork, but I do cloth pretty well |
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Final! |
Honestly, I don't think the final was as bad as it could have been. Did I make some poor artistic choices? Yes, but who would I be if I didn't? The picture was taken in the gym lobby, and that's why I made the walls yellow. I wish they weren't so yellow, but the color lends a more "prisma" feel to the entire pieces. Like, it meets my expectations of what I think a prismacolor piece should look like.
I think my most daunting obstacle is my lack of talent as an artist. Because I truly dedicate myself to my work, and I try to make my artwork beautiful. But my vision exceeds the my capacity to express it. I hope I don't wind up insulting someone by drawing their face poorly. Everybody I know deserves way more than that.
Speaking in terms of the work, though, I think that this was one of the best prisma color things I have ever done my life. Not only is it relatively large, I believe I managed to keep a consistency of quality across the entire work, technique wise. I wish, of course, that I had done better with color, especially his skin color, and better with the shape of his face. To me, this picture just doesn't look like my friend. I know that the AP graders are unaware of what my friends look like, but I am personally disappointed in myself.
His knee, shirt, and jacket, though. I am proud of those.